ONTHESURFACE

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before you go

listen to this song

tell me what you always wanted to

please don’t bite your tongue 

before i’m gone

tell me what you want

do you want my love 

or do you want the fun

cause i’ve had mine

and you can have yours 

I’m just done 

and I’m alone

there’s pros in that

what I lack I fill with 

pointless banter

on the surface

I don’t wanna leave you hanging

like how you did me

I don’t wanna be so petty

but it’s so easy

i don’t wanna be someone that doesn’t mean a thing to you

but people come and people go

you can’t resist the change in life 

I love to live in memories of moments in our history 

call it ptsd or call it photographic memory

before i’m really gone i hope you listen to my songs

if you can’t make it to my service hopefully my urn is visible.

been too emotional

it gets too detrimental

i’ve been sentimental 

my pen is like self infliction

sadness is addicting

hereditary addictions

vices fog the vision 

distraction is just prolonging

the sadness that I’ll feel when i’m coming down from the happiness

one without the other is suffering i’m aware of this

I just need some clarity on it i feel i see the truth

but only I can make me believe it I hope i get it soon

on the surface...

before you go

listen to this song

tell me what you always wanted to

please don’t bite your tongue 

before i’m gone

tell me what you want

do you want my love 

or do you want the fun

cause i’ve had mine

and you can have yours 

I’m just done 

and I’m alone

there’s pros in that

what I lack I fill with 

pointless banter

on the surface