"IDENTITY CRISIS" OUT NOW

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“I mean the one question on my mind really is…

what are we?”

lately i’ve been having an identity crisis.

but at the same time, still manage to keep flying.

i can get into my head too much and it’ll hurt me,

so i’m glad i got this therapy my notebook is a journey.

so journey with me

until i get wheeled off in a gurney

and hopefully mentees and my family remember me

and to my friends current and past and future bid you love

giving out when i should save some of it for myself

been hanging out with some of my friends from years ago

playing demos catching up with them about themselves

talking up a storm about professional lives

talking about how some of our mutuals have wives

it’s crazy getting older and hearing about commitment like that

never thought that past graduation you guys would keep the pact

cause that’s an issue with myself that i’m so cynical

and what you give is what you get

i got it back tenfold

maybe it’s an issue with loving myself…

lately I’ve been thinking about the 27 Club

in the witching hour, fear that that club still gets members

the flames that burn twice as bright tend to melt quicker

and lately i’ve been fearing that i’ll prematurely die

even though I realize everybody has a time

but i fear that time’s ticking

anxiety still kicking in the door

just leave me alone I got work to do and more.

lately i’ve been having an identity crisis.

but at the same time, still manage to keep flying.

i can get into my head too much and it’ll hurt me,

so i’m glad i got this therapy my notebook is a journey.

so journey with me

until i get wheeled off in a gurney

and hopefully mentees and my family remember me

and to my friends current and past and future bid you love

giving out when i should save some of it for myself

identity is being compassionate outward

but it’s hard for me to point that compassion inward

and i can write all of it out into these words

but i gotta listen to it back until they’re truly heard

negativity can manifest in your life

when you focus on it instead of trying to make the opposite

i can say that out to you

but fail to follow through

with practicing my lessons to myself but not to you

and that’s my issue

i’m not looking out for me

I’m looking out for friends

and my younger siblings

if you wanna help me,

listen to the words i speak

hopefully

my specifics have relatability

the way i see myself is a different POV

i’ve been told, i’m too hard on myself just let it be

maybe in another life i’m born without this curse

of constantly being at odds within the mirror

“I mean the one question on my mind really is…

what are we?”

lately i’ve been having an identity crisis.

but at the same time, still manage to keep flying.

i can get into my head too much and it’ll hurt me,

so i’m glad i got this therapy my notebook is a journey.

so journey with me

until i get wheeled off in a gurney

and hopefully mentees and my family remember me

and to my friends current and past and future bid you love

giving out when i should save some of it for myself